Before the beginning with my Narcissistic Ex
No matter how hard I try as I sit here looking back on this experience, there are not enough clues in life for one to really see where things are heading and how they would end.
Nothing, and no one, could prepare me for living with, marrying, and surviving the sick relationship that I had with my ex husband. There are so many of us out there that have been through, or are going through, something that we never thought could happen to us. I want to share my experiences with you, and hopefully be able to help or learn from others that have been involved with a “Narcissist”.
There is no concrete definition that I know of, to peg a Narcissistic personality. From my experience,it is a combination of a pathological liar, sociopath, psychopath, masochist, and probably a few other things thrown in there. I’m not a psychiatrist, or a psychologist, but I have talked to professionals to try to figure out what the hell I was involved with. What I do know is that it is a personality disorder,that is pretty much incurable, because the person believes that they are a God, in their own mind. Hitler( yes the man responsible for the Holocaust) is a perfect although extreme example. They can fool many into believing in a blown up FALSE image of themselves and will manipulate ANYONE and EVERYONE ( including their own children) that they can, by lying, cheating, stealing, and whatever else it takes, with absolutely NO remorse!
Enough for now. PLEASE send me your thoughts and experiences.